do u hate ur life???

i sure hate my life so much..

God never do want to take easy on me

theres always something that makes me fed up

feel like killing some chickens rite now..

yea yea i know...i have to b strong...

watever comes upon me...must face it

eventhough it looks hard as it seems =(

my flight on this coming sunday..

fear or not...again...have to face it juga..

for the first time...

ill be separate frm my family...

miles n miles away...

im sure gonna get those homesick feelings..

im not ready yet to make through all of this..

but wat to do la kan..

like they said...

its a good thing juga to travel another plce,,

'jauh perjalanan luas pemandangan'

really sad to leave my family frends n

some1 special ..behind...

pengalaman sy d ns x cukup

utk mendewasakan saya...

x ckup juga utk mematangkan dri sy

utk lebih berdikari...bljar utk menerima

kenyataan bhwa berjauhan ngan family..

x sesekali pun...

bap d sana dlu...family sa setiap mggu

mesti p melawat sa..so mcmana jua kan...

lagipun kali nie...sa tepaksa stay sana

for almost 5 months...b4 ada smester break..

bayangkannn...5 monthsssssssss....

r u crazy verooo....

haizz...sy pikir sa nda la kesunyian nanti...

tingu2...i was wrong...

dia x akan berada d sana plak..

betapa kecewanya aku...

ko tau ka kisiwa!!!!

haizzz.....

boo..i hate u !